Sunday, July 11, 2010

STOP CRYING YOUR HEART OUT
I SWEAR, IT'S LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN ON ME. AND I SWEAR THAT I THINK IM DEPROVING. WHY IS CHEMISTRY NOT SINKING IN? WHY AM I STILL STUCK AT PHYSICS? SIGH. IT'S LIKE IM CARRYING THE WEIGHT OF THE EARTH ON MY POOR SORE ACHING SHOULDERS. THIS HEAP OR INSORMOUNTABLE WORKLOAD IS TOO MCH FOR ME TO HANDLE. ON TOP OF THAT, I'VE TO JUGLE WITH MY CCA, DANCE, FRIENDSHIP PROBLEMS AND CHEERING MY FRIENDS UP. AND EVEN, MYSELF. I AM MY NEW PROBLEM. IM TOO INSECURE AND TOO SELF CONCIOUS. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM SO, HOW I AM TO LIVE LIKE THAT? SIGH. IVE GOT TOO MUCH TO DO. IT'S ALREADY 4.40 AND I HAVENT BOUGHT MY EL TEXTBOOK. THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO CLEARED OUT MY CLASSROOM, THEY TOOK MY GEOG BOOKS AND MY ENGLISH BOOKS AWAY WITH THEM EVEN TOUGH I PUT 'EM IN THE CUPBOARD. DAMN IT. OKAY, I THINK I NEEEDA LIMIT MY TIME USING THE COMPUTER AND MY PHONE. ACTUALLY, MY PHONE ISNT THE PROBLEM. HAHA, I ALR HATE TO TEXT SO, YEAH. BUT MSN AND ALL THAT, JEEZ. WHY DO YOU WANNA KILL ME, FACEBOOK AND MSN?!?! GRRRRRR!! ROONSYWOONSYMOONSY AND I ARE STUCK IN THE SAME SHOES, WE CANT DEPROVE BUT THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING): I CRIED THANKS TO TEH STRESS JUST NOW. I HATE IT. I NEED TO STAY TOP IN CLASS OTHERWISE, I CAN SAY BYEBYE TO MY CHANCE OF GOING TO EC. )':

1 comment:

  1. You know the problem - so only you can fix it :) Turn off the comp when you are studying -use your radio for music. Then you wont be distracted by it and can work mdethodically though the school work and be happier with yourself :) You can do it ! You are great.

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