My love's vengeance that's never free

THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERASE

I swore to never do it.. But then he came along and acted soo selfless and here I am, left with scars... Vivian, Roonsy and Belle have been my remedy and you don't know how much I appreciate them and how much I love them for putting up with this cut up, torn up mess. I love you guys. ♥ Forgive me form my wrong doings.
I really wish that I wasn't there to witness him, her and them doing that. If I didn't none of this would have happened. Now, I'm recuperating.... Forcing a smile on my face and trying to make it stick there. How I wish that didn't happen

So, today we changed our sitting position. Not that I have anything against Zahirah who now sits next to me but I really wanted Vivian to stay next to me! Now, who is going to keep me sane?! Who is going to keep me from doing things that I shouldn't? Who is going to give me one-on-one lectures that last for 4 periods?! Oh Vivian... IMY ♥ I hope Aruun kor kor will at least keep me a lil sane by smacking my chair when I get too sad. Fow now....

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