HAVE A FABULOUS 2011 (:
IM BLOWN AWAY THAT WE ARE ALREADY SAYING GOODBYE TO 2010, TRULY. HOW'S IT BEEN FOR YOU? WELL, FROM WHAT I CAN SEE, LOTSA PEOPLE HAVE HAD A TERRIBLE TIME WITH THIS WHIRLWIND. EVERYONE. INCLUDING MY CATS. I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS WHITE BLANK PAGE, WONDERING WHAT TO SAY. SO, I'LL SAY THIS. IM SPEECHLESS, LITERALLY. I MEAN, THIS YEAR HAS BEEN SUCH AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE. I'VE LEARNT, I'VE FALLEN DEEP DOWN, WAY DOWN, INTO THE PITS. I'VE CHANGED, THEN CHANGED BACK, THEN CHANGED AGAIN. I'VE BEEN SOMEONE WHO IM NOT. I'VE LIKED SOMEONE WHOM I'VE HURT.. (IM SORRY CK) I'VE LIKED SOMEONE WHO DIDNT DESERVE ME. AT ALL. I'VE LIKED SOMEONE TILL I LOST MY MIND. I'VE MADE TERRIBLE DECISION WHICH MADE ME THE HATED ONE IN SCHOOL. I TRULY DO REGRET THAT. TRUST ME, IM NOT THAT PERSON ANYMORE, TO THOSE WHO HAVE HATED ME. I'VE HURT SO MANY YET HELPED JUST AS MUCH. BUT THIS IS THE PROCESS TO GROWING UP, AND IM TRULY GRATEFUL TO BE WHERE I AM TODAY. THOUGH, I COULD WISH FOR BETTER TERMS. I WONT. ALTHOUGH I HAVE TILL I CRIED BEFORE. THIS TIME, IM GONNA SEE WHERE IM GONNA GO BUT NOT TILL IM AS LAID BACK TILL I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT IM DOING OR WHERE I STAND. YES, IM SURE I'LL BE WISHING TO HAVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING OR TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY BUT I'LL REMIND MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN TILL IT STICKS IN MY MIND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD TAPE SET ON REWIND TO CLIMB THIS HIGHWAY MOUNTAIN WITH CLASS, DIGNITY AND ELEGANCE. IF I FORGET, REMIND ME.
IF YOU'RE SAD RIGHT NOW, DONT THINK OF IT AS SOMETHING THAT'S WRONG THINK OF IT WAS SOMETHING YOU CAN LEARN FROM. IF YOU'RE IN ANGER NOW, FORGET WHAT IT IS THAT HAS MADE YOUR BLOOD BOIL. IF YOU'RE NOT YOU WHO TRULY ARE, WHY ARE YOU NOT YOURSELF? IT SHOULDNT BE THAT WAY, YOU DESERVE BETTER, BE YOURSELF. DON'T REGRET ANYTHING AS YOU'LL BE DWELLING ON THE PAST. THOUGH I MAY BE ALL THOSE THINGS SOMETIMES, I'VE LEARNT THAT I WAS CHILDISHLY SILLY TO BE SUCH A FOOL. IF IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN, IT'S NOT MEANT TO BE.
I'VE LEARNT SO, SO MANY THINGS THIS YEAR. FROM NOT TO DRINK SPARKLING JUICE THEN EATING CHOCOLATE CAKE ( WILL RESULT IN PUKING ALL OVER YOURSELF): ) TO NOT REGRETTING BUT LEARNING FROM WHAT WAS WRONG. LIFE'S A JOURNEY SO, YOU'D BETTER LEARN AS MUCH AS YOU CAN TO END UP WITH SOMETHING AMAZING.
IM NOT GONNA CONTINUE DRAGGGGGING THIS POST WITH MY SINS AND WELL DOINGS OR WISHES CAUSE WELL, I DOUBT YOU'D BOTHER TO READ IT. SO, I'LL JUST END WITH THIS. WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU READING THIS FOR? GO SPEND YOUR LAST FEW HOURS OF THE FIRST DAY OF 2011 WITH STYLE. IM GONNA MAKE MY SELF A HOT CHOCOLATE, HAVE A WARM SCONE WITH JAM AND CREAM, WEAR MY FAVOURITE FLOWERY SHORTS, PUT MY HAIR AT THE TOP OF MY HEAD AND JUST CHILL. MAY 2011 BRING YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES ALL THE BEST IN THE WORLD AND MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!
TAKE CARE, LOVELIES XX
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