Friday, December 17, 2010

FAITH AND DESIRE
HOW'RE YOU? IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE'VE TALKED. I DONT WANNA SEEM LIKE SOME STALKER BUT JEEZ, DO I MISS THOSE TIMES. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I DONT WANT TO MISS THEM. LOOKING BACK, AND COMPARING IT TO WHERE WE ARE NOW, IT SEEMS LIKE WE'VE GROWN APART. I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW YOU'RE DOING. FRIENDS?

WHY CANT I SAY THAT TO YOU? I'VE THOUGHT OF SO MANY THINGS TO SAY BUT I CANT. I DONT WANNA STAY STUCK HERE AND IM NOT ANYMORE. THAT'S A GOOD THING BUT I DO REALLY TREASURE WHAT WE HAD. EVEN IF IT WAS NOTHING. MAYBE YOU MISUNDERSTOOD WHAT I WAS FEELING. OR MAYBE IM JUST HOPING THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED. BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS THAT DROVE US APART BUT, I THINK IM GONNA CHOSE TO THINK IT WAS FOR THE BEST.
THOUGH IM WISHING IT'LL BE LIKE SOME EPIC OVER THE TOP ROMANTIC SITUATION. LIKE, WE'RE DRIFTED SO FAR APART THAT IT'S LIKE THERE'S A SEA BETWEEN US. AND LIKE, WE'LL SWIM IN THAT SEA AND WE'LL JUST BUMP INTO EACHOTHER. BUT IM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC AND I KNOW, NOTHING TURNS OUT AS DESIRED.
AM I EVEN MAKING SENSE??

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