I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YOU'D BRING ME HEARTACHE.
WE HAD MAGIC BACK THEN. TELL ME, WHAT EVER HAPPENED? WHY AREN'T WE AS CLOSE AS WE USED TO BE? IS IT BECAUSE I FELT I WAS BEING A PEST TO YOU? IS IT BECAUSE I REALISED YOU LIKED SOMEONE ELSE? I NEED TO TURN MY BACK ON YOU, AND I SHOULD I HAVE KNOWN YOU'D BRING ME ALL THAT PAIN BUT IN THE END, LIKE EVERYONE SAYS, IT ALL MAKES YOU STRONGER. IF THATS THE CASE, WHY IS THIS JOURNEY TO MY TO-BE STRENGTH SOSO LONG? I MISS YOU
THERE ARE SO MANY MISFORTUNES IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. YOU, HIM, THEM, MY FRIENDS, MY PEERS. SOMETIMES I WISH I WASN'T HOW I LOOKED. THEN PEOPLE WOULDN'T JUDGE ME OR MARK ME AS A PLAYER OR WHATNOT. AND IN WHICH CASE, WHO ARE THEY TO SAY THOSE THINGS ABOUT ME WHEN THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME? SIGH. I KNOW I KNOW, IT'S HUMAN NATURE TO GIVE FIRST IMPRESSIONS BUT HEY, WE DONT PLLUTE OTHERS' MINDS WITH WHAT THEY THINK. IM SORRY IF I DONT FULFIL ALL YOUR EXPECTATIONS BUT NO ONE'S PERFECT. NO ONE. SIGH. I WISH I COULD REDO MY LIFE. I REALLY WISH THAT.
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