My love's vengeance that's never free

To you.

I DONT KNOW WHETHER YR BLOG POST IS REFERRING TO ME BUT ACCORDING TO ONE OF MY FRIENDS, SHE THINKS IT MIGHT BE ME. WELL, HIM AND I ARE JUST... SIBLINGS. I TREAT HIM LIKE MY BROTHER. I TOOK THE LONGEST TIME TO GET OVER YOU BUT I SUPPOSED IT WAS FOR THE BETTER. BUT NOW, I THINK IT WAS JUST A SILLY MISTAKE. IM AFRAID THAT IF I TAKE YOU BACK, THINGS WONT BE THE SAME AGAIN. IM AFRAID THAT THE OLD BAD MEMORIES WILL COME BACK. IM TRULY SORRY FOR HURTING YOU. I REALLY DID (L) YOU, YOU KNOW? AND I STILL HAVENT GOTTEN OVER MY FEELINGS BUT I CAN TELL THAT ITS BEGINNING TO FADE... I THINK SO.. REMEMBER WHEN WE HELD HANDS? I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT(: SOMEHOW, THE WARMTH AND THE (HAHAH) SLIGHT SWEAT FROM YOUR HANDS MADE ME FEEL SAFE. IT'S A PITY THT PEOPLE WERE ON THE FIRST LEVEL BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO LET GO OF YOUR HAND. WHEN I REALIZED THAT WHENEVER YOU SAW ME YOU'D TURN AWAY... YEAH, IT WOULD HURT ME BUT THEN I THOUGHT "IMAGINE WHAT HE FELT LIKE" AND THEN I WOULD FEEL SO MUCH GUILT. IM SORRY): THROUGH IT ALL, I MUST ADMIT, I MISS YOU.