My love's vengeance that's never free

I WISH THE WIND WOULD JUST LIFT ME AWAY, I WISH I WAS NOT SO VULNERABLE. I WISH I WAS NOT SUCH A ASSUMABLE PERSON. I WISH THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH SOMETHING HURT, OR HOW MUCH THAT TRUTH HURTS, I'LL STILL BE ABLE TO BE POSITIVE. RIGHT NOW, THAT'S ALL I WANT. I DONT WANT TO FEEL THIS BURDEN. FREINDSHIP, LOVE, LIFE, EVERYTHING COMPILED INTO ONE WHOLE INSURMOUNTABLE OBSTACLE. SIGH, ALL IWANTED WAS FOR ME TO JUST LEAVE IT ALONE. BUT NO, MY DEAREST FRIEND HAD TO GO AND ASK WHICH MADE IT SEEM LIKE I WANTED TO KNOW. DAMN IT. SIGHS, IM JUST GONNA COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK, DO *SOMETHING* YES BELLE, I CANT HELP IT. IM SORRY. AND THEN I'LL LIE IN BED, JUST THINKING. YEAH, THAT SOUNDS LIKE A NICE PLAN..

JOSLYNNNNNN(L)!!

HIO!! AWW!! YOU'RE SOSO SWEET BABY(: THANKYOU(: AWW, I CANT WAIT TO CHAT WITH YOU AND PHOEBE TMR(: WE NEED TO DISCUSS ABT.. THAT SOMEONE. NO, NOT OUR PERSONAL SOMEONES BUT THAT INTERFERING SOMEONE. SORRY BUT YEAH. SORRY ABOUT TODAY): I NEED TO SEE YALL TMR(: TO CHEER ME UPPP