My love's vengeance that's never free

MUM, CAN YOU, JOSH AND I GO AWAY TO SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN START A NEW LIFE AND PERHAPS CHANGE MY NAME? CAN WE GO TO SOME PLACE ELSE WHERE I CAN RUN THROUGH THE PARK BUT NOT BE STARED AT MY RANDOM PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY OWN THE WORLD? OR WHO JOSH CALLS FAGGOTS. CAN WE DO IT SOME TIME SOON? THIS PLACE IS GETTING TOO COMPLICATED FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME. THEN DURING THE HOLIDAYS, WE CAN FLY BACK HERE SO THAT I CAN SHARE MY STORIES WITH MY FRIENDS AND SO THAT I CAN WALK PAST CERTAIN PLACES IN THIS PLACE AND REMEMBER THOSE DARN MEMORIES BUT THEN SMILE AND LAUGH IT OFF BECAUSE THEN I KNOW ITS THE PAST. GOLLY, I WANNA START OVER. AND HEY, I FANCY THE NAME PENELOPE OR MAYBE SOMETHING UNUSUAL LIKE... OKAY, I DONT KNOW BUT I'LL KNOW IT WHEN I GET THERE. AND YES, IM STILL KEEPING NATALYA(: HMM, WHAT ABOUT NATALYA PENELOPE HARRISON? OH! AND MAYBE I COULD GET A CANOE AND RIDE IT ON THE LAKE THAT'S ONLY FIVE MINUTES AWAY FROM OUR COTTAGE EVERY SATURDAY:DD BUT THEN AGAIN... YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM YOUR PAST...

*SNAPS BACK TO REALITY):*

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