AND SHE'S GOT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT
TCYE, SHE REALLY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN. DAY BY DAY, SHE REPLAYS THE WAY YOU TWO WOULD TEASE EACHOTHER AND IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF YOURSELVES. YESTERDAY, AS SHE TOLD ME WITH TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER CHEEKS, WHEN YOU WALKED BEHIND HER IN CLASS, AFTER RECESS, SHE REMEMBERED THE TIME IN THE SCIENCE LAB DURING THE SCIENCE BRIDGING COURSE, HOW YOU WOULD HIT HER AND PRETEND LIKE IT WASN'T YOU. AS SHE TALKED TO ME ABOUT IT, SHE GAVE ME A FAINT LAUGH AS IF TO SAY " IT'S ALL OVER NOW AND IT'S JUST A DREAM THAT IT WILL EVER HAPPEN AGAIN." SHE REALLY MISSES YOU, SHE REALLY WANTS TO BE ABLE TO SMACK YOU ON THE BACK AGAIN OR TO EVEN JUST SAY HELLO. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW PAINFUL SHE FEELS... REASON? YOU WON'T KNOW. ALTHOUGH SHE REALLY WANTS THE TWO OF YOU TO LAST LONG AND AT LEAST HAVE AN HOURS' CHAT, SHE REALLY WANTS TO BE THE ONE THERE FOR YOU. SHE DOESN'T CARE IF SHE WON'T BE ATTATCHED TO YOU, SHE JUST WANTS TO AT LEAST BE ABLE TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU AGAIN. BUT EVERYTIME SHE MAKES A DEAL WITH SOMEONE SHE WOULD SHY AWAY FROM IT EVEN THOUGH SHE REALLY WANTS TO DO IT. IF YOU SAW HER YESTERDAY SHARING HER PAIN WITH ME, I DON'T THINK YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT. SHE COULDNT EVEN BREATHE. HER TEARS, THEY WERE TEARS THAT COULDNT BE EQUIVALENT TO THE COUNTLESS HOURS OF PAIN SHE FEELS. TCYE, SHE MISSES YOU. ALOT.
- My last post about TCYE about this. :DDD
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