I've moved to pitterpatterontheroof! Pretty please do have a peep :)

I dont think Im going to delete this blog as it reminds me of who I was when I was secondary 1. Looking back, it's been a wonderful journey but Im leaving that behind me. Instead, Im going to continue my new journey with another blog. Take care everyone ♥

I HATE THAT I ALWYS GET NERVOUS AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY WHEN TALKING TO PEOPLE I DONT WANT TO THINK THE OPPOSITE OF MY INTENTIONS. IT'S LIKE. I WANNA REPLY WITH THE EG, LANGUAGE OR SLANG TO HELP THEM UNDERSTAND BUT I DONT WANT THEM TO LOOK DOWN ON ME! HOWWWW ):

IM SCARED. WHAT SHOULD I REPLY!

AND I REMIND MYSELF THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. EVEN IF YOU MAKE SILLY DECISIONS.

HEHE, TODAY WAS THE CROSS COUNTRY RUN FOR MY SCHOOL AND I UNEXPECTEDLY GOT SIXTEENTH FOR MY C DIV. GOLLY! I WAS EXPECTING MYSELF TO GET 51ST JUST LIKE LAST YEAR. HONESTLY, THAT WAS WHAT I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHILEST JOGGING AHHAHA. A FEW OTHER THINGS WERE ON MY MIND BUT I WONT TALK ABOUT THEM. SO COMMON TEST 1 HAS ALREADY BEGUN AND I HAVENT BEEN STUDYING AS MUCH AS I SHOULD BE. I MEAN, I REALLY REALLY REALLYYYYY DONT HAVE ANY APPETITE TO STUDY AT ALL. DANCE PRACTICE WITH AISYAH AND CRISHA, MY NEW SEC 1 FRIENDS AND EVERYONE ELSE IS GETTING SO MUCH MORE FUN. I MUST BE HONEST, I REALLY DESPISED IT AT FIRST BUT NOW, IT'S PRETTY ALRIGHT.OKAY THEN, I'VE NOTHING TO SAY ANYMORE. BYEBYE.

CAN'T MAKE UP ABOUT MY MIND ABOUT THE BOY

SOMETIMES HE BRINGS ME DOWN, SOMETIMES HE BRINGS ME JOY. I WANT HIM AROUND BUT HE'S NEVER THERE. I THINK I LIKE HIM BUT MY FRIENDS SAY THAT HE'S NOT RIGHT. OH WELL, IT'S A FUNNY THING. ISNT IT ALWAYS? HAHAHA, AM I MAKING SENSE?

SEE ROONSYWOONSY! IM FINALLY BLOGGING ♥ SORRY ABOUT NOT BLOGGING THESE PAST FEW DAYS, I'VE NOT REALLY HAD THE URGE TO BLOG, DEARIE. SO IT WAS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY AND AUNTY MEI, UNCLE BOON , JOSH MUMMY AND I WENT OUT FOR HER BIRTHDAY DINNER :) BUT BEFORE THAT, AUNTIE MEI, MUMMY AND I WENT SHOPPING HAHAH, GOLLY IT'S BEEN SO SO SO LONG SINCE I'VE DONE SOME RETAIL THERAPY. SO A COUPLE OF THINGS HAVE BEEN BRINGING ME DOWN LATELY BUT THANKS TO A GOOD DOSE OF HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER, GG AND THREE PINTS OF ICE CREAM IM FEELING BETTER. BUT IM SURE I'LL FEEL DOWN AGAIN SOME TIME SOON. SEEMS LIKE LOTSA PEOPLE NOWADAYS ARE FEELING DOWN, EH? HMM, COMMON TEST 1'S COMING UP REALLY SOON AND I HOPE EVERYONE HAS BEGU WIHT THEIR REVISION CAUS EI SURE HAVENT! HAHA, OH NAT. COME ON, YOU NEED TO START

OOH, I HAVE THE SUDDEN URGE TO BAKE SNICKERDOODLES AND WALK AROUND THE GARDEN. AND THAT IS WHAT I SHALL DO. SO THAT'S IT FOR NOW, LOVELIES.

NOTE TO SELF... I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN A PRECAUTIONAL PILL BEFORE MY FLU CAME. IM IN BED, WITH A BOOK, HOPING THAT A MARATHON OF MOVIES WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.

I NEED TO STOP OVER THINKING.

UNCLARITY, CARRIED BY THE UNKNOWN SURPRISE OF ITS UNFOLDING

TWO OF MY FRIENDS TOLD ME SOMETHING YESTERDAY. IT NEVER FAILS TO COME BACK AND LINGER IN MY MIND. I CAN BARELY LOOK AT YOU BUT EVERY SINGLE TIME I DO, I KNOW WE'LL MAKE IT ANYWHERE IF WE TOOK A CHANCE. BUT THEN MY HEAD SPINS AND I THINK THE OPPOSITE. I THINK ABOUT IF YOU'D CHANGE YOUR WAYS AND BE A BETTER PERSON. I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU, I'VE SAID THIS NUMEROUS TIMES, AND I THINK YOU DESERVE BETTER. I'VE SAID THAT MANY TIMES TOO BUT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE THAT I CAN ACTUALLY SAY. THEN THERE'S THE THOUGHT OF WHETHER THAT WAS ENOUGH KNOWING WHAT MY FRIENDS TOLD ME OR WHETHER I SHOULD PERSUE IT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. THE REASON WHY WE MAKE MISTAKES IS TO LEARN FROM THEM. SHOULD I JUST WAIT OR SHOULD I GO FOR IT NOW? BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE?